Back to the Drawing Board

I love drawing.

When life gets busy and rushes all around me... and I feel OVERWHELMED... I sometimes say to myself, "I think I'll go draw a picture..." It is as if I suddenly realize what really matters...

And what matters is me.

Drawing is very basic. Just me, the canvas and a pencil... pure and simple. It is quiet and personal. There really isn't much between me and the drawing. It starts with my thoughts, flows through my arm, hand, and onto the canvas. In fact, it is how I get to know my painting. I like to draw it out, getting to know all the shapes and characters... light here and dark there... I even like the sound of the scratch, scratch, scratch of the pencil on canvas. And in the background I hear the tick, tick, tick of the clock. I hear the clock but I'm oblivious to time...

It is comforting. Just me.

I love drawing...

Inspired by a Wall

At this time of year I want to draw inward while the outside world seems to be in a flurry of activity. I need to be quiet and still. So easy it would be to just stay in bed and sleep...

As Christmas draws to a close, everything seems to slow down momentarily. How wonderful to have no agenda! I'm quite content to just lie in bed and stare at the wall...

Looking up to where the wall meets the ceiling, I let my eyes follow the lines and shapes created by the light and shadows. My mind begins to wander into little daydreams and stories... 

Hmmn... I see deserts and pyramids....

I do get excited about shapes! I reach for my camera and capture the image.

It feels good to stop and do nothing sometimes.

And you just never know when you might be inspired by a wall...

Dreaming

'I dream my painting, and then I paint my dream.' ~ Vincent Van Gogh

I would also add, 'I dream my life, and then I live my dream.'

I dream a lot, both sleeping and waking. When I wake up from a sleeping dream I'm aware that I am not just the dreamer but also the dream. The dream is me (it does not exist outside of me); I am the dreamer and the dream. And when I am 'awake' I realize I am not just the experiencer of life, but also life itself. My life is a reflection of me. In the same way, all paintings are self portraits of the artist.

The essence of the artist is in each painting.

I love how painting is such a metaphor for life!

Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream....

Abandonment

‘An artist never really finishes his work, he merely abandons it.’ ~ Paul Valery

It's that time. I've abandoned my painting and it is up on my wall. Like a child that's all grown up, I'm sending her off to college. Oh, I might go visit now and then (add a touch here or there), afterall, she's still close to home. But I am SO ready... no empty nest for me. In fact, I am pregnant with ideas as it is; with another to be born any minute...

Final Touches

My giant Iris painting is finally coming to a close. I'm adding a few final touches... some glazing... highlights... and then it is done. I'm looking forward to hanging it on my wall...

Funny how the canvas doesn't look so big to me anymore.

And I have another large canvas planned... 

It feels great to finish a painting. Like going to bed for the night... I can tuck it away. Sweet dreams... 

And then - A new day and a new painting to begin! 

My Garden of Possibilities

'Ideas are the root of creation.' ~ Ernest Dimnet

I have an idea. I'm not sure yet what the big picture will be - but I have planted the seed. And what excites me are all the possibilities that may come from this seed... It will grow and become exactly what it is meant to be... Actually, I've planted a few seeds so I'll be tending to my garden daily!

Showered by Ideas

'Everyone who's ever taken a shower has an idea. It's the person who gets out of the shower, dries off and does something about it who makes the difference.’ ~ Nolan Bushnell

I had so many ideas while taking a shower this morning - I couldn't get out of the shower fast enough! By the time I dried off and opened my notebook, I was able to write down maybe five of them. It's amazing how quickly they can come and go!

Being an Open Channel

In Julia Cameron's book 'The Right to Write' she says, "In a sense, our creativity is none of our business. It is a given, not something to be aspired to. It is a natural function of the soul." One of her tools in the book is what she calls guided writing or "channeled writing". We need to step aside and let the "Great Creator" work through us. It's about setting paintbrush to canvas, or pen to paper, and becoming an open channel to the flow of creativity.

So how do we do that? How do we tap into that flow? You can start by simply writing down every idea that comes into your head. I keep a journal at my bedside so I can write down my thoughts as they come to me. This is where I write my morning pages. I also keep an idea book with me always. I never know when an idea will strike. Sometimes I have to pull over in my car to write something down. (I use traffic jams to my advantage!).

Elizabeth Gilbert, author of 'Eat, Pray, Love', gave a great TED talk on how we can nurture our creativity. She said in ancient Greece and Rome people believed that creativity was this divine spirit that came to human beings from some distant and unknowable source. I love how she describes American Ruth Stone's experience of "writing" a poem - she would feel and hear a poem coming at her from over the landscape and would "run like hell" from the fields where she was working, to get to her house so she could write it down before it rumbled on past her like a thunderstorm...

So keep an idea book beside you and when you suddenly find yourself wide awake from some brilliant idea that came to you in a dream, you can capture it onto the page. And when you are at a red light or stuck in traffic, you can use it to your advantage... Ideas have a way of disappearing as fast as they come. Once you begin to write everything down, you'll be amazed at how the ideas begin to flow. It opens the channel.

To quote Julia Cameron again, "Writing is about getting something down, not about thinking something up."